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Becoming Utopias: Toward a Queer Rhetoric of Instantiation

Jacqueline Rhodes

Queer Diffraction

I should note here that I never was a separatist; however, I understood and understand the phenomenon as a part of my cut together/apart history.

diffraction
A representation of a diffraction grating.

In this moment, for me, instantiation entangles troubled not-quite-nostalgia, thought, direct action. Who was/am I then-now? What was/is lesbian separatism then-now? This is my think-practice, and it is here I turn toward queer diffraction. Queer/diffractive readings might help us be with these questions: what were the conditions of possibility for separatists? How did the idea of a "real" or "authentic" Subject short-circuit those possibilities? Perhaps it is that the Subject, in Euroamerican thought, is held separate from (and above) the object. In short, the question of separating troubles the question of separatists.

In the case of 1970s lesbian separatism—at least the utopian strand—the direct material engagement or “cutting together-apart” of the movement entangled woman-as-subject and woman-as-object. Authenticity prior to that instantiatory moment meant agency, the ability to speak, the power to decide. After that moment, authenticity/authority is diffracted, a collection of nostalgia and fact, becoming and being, signal and noise—an always-emergent dance of intra-action (Gries 87). What can I know about my/our history?

The following three questions, emerging from a queer diffractive reading, lie under a rhetoric of instantiation in this instance: